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March 12, 2011



Empty hearts, careless minds
September 22, 2009

Well what d'ya know? My hp has a blogger application. Hur

I feel bad. Came home and slept abit when i was supposed to go fetch dad from work. So mum called dad (think she was lazy to go also) and asked if he could take bus. And i feel bad cause i know how long the journey from his workplace is. and well, im sure i'm not the only tired working adult. =/

Migraine is killing me. I don't know what i'd do without chemicals that numbs the brain. Hur work was manageable. Manythanks to dear jessie who managed to clear the naction before i came in for aft shift. Superwoman, she is.

Ahh i want hug.
Must be the time of the month soon.


White sparrows
August 3, 2009

2 weeks till results.
Fucking scared.


You are not alone.
July 8, 2009

ahhh i'm so tired
and so bloody broke

i almost died at work from exhaustion

now i'm hungry, but aunt cooked asam pedas! booooo.
gonna make myself spaghetti later.
but lazy balls
mother used the vegetables and chicken and corn that i bought
so i can either eat soup-spaghettin or spaghetti, then soup.

ahh thinking out .. uh in words.

Meeting old friends tomorrow! broke! haahahaha
Can't wait for this weekend, for more reasons than one.

Tata!

Shall eat while mouring for MJ.


Breathing fire
June 26, 2009

Woooooooosh.

3 days of body temperature of up to 39.8 degrees celcius. I thought it would never go down. Especially the second day. I'd call mother in my sore husky voice whining to her about how the temp's not going down.

Every few hours mother or father will call to ask me to check my temp or eat medicine. Or father's hand will be on my forehead, or he'd call and ask my mum to take me to the docs again (ma took off on the 3rd day. no point la, cos she'd heat up the porridge, then forget to turn off the flames, so it dries up. haha) I hardly ate anything the past three days cause i was sleeping all the time. My face now looks like it's been sunburnt. Skin peeling on my cheeks, nose.. lips. Urgh

All the plans i had to put off because of this. URGGH
And i felt so bad cause they were short of staff at work, esp on my 2nd day of fever.

Now, i've only got the cough and sore throat.
Work tomorrow.

I don't feel like going anywhere though. bah

*edited --------------------------

okay so it ended up being 5 days of fever. mother brought me to TTSH, on the 5th day. =/

oh, and 2 days stomach flu.
I puked and puked till there was nothing left to puke, but still continued to cough out bile. mum had to literally ordered the lousy doc to jab me on my ass at 2 in the morning.

she called up the boyfriend the next day and asked him if he could come over to make sure i ate food and medicine (cause i was damn weak.. and stubborn heh & noone was at home). So he came over, cooked porridge, ate together, then i slept and he left for school =)


Try turning around
June 13, 2009

There's too little timee.. toooooo littleee time!!
Even during the holidays, there's too little time. wthwth :(
I'm sleepy, but as dumb as it sounds, i don't wanna waste my time sleeping. But i need sleep or else i'll look like a zombie at work tomorrow. blabberballs.

So this month's gonna be difficult. We've used up boyfriend's last NS pay, and my miserable half a month's pay is in AND it's the GSfuckin'S. (Promised boyfriend i'd stop cussing) So how now brown cow?!! So far, we've/ I've spent waay more than i've allocated myself to spend. I'm screwed! I hate being such a .. calculator. Every bloody thing i calculate how much i have left, and i'd take like 12 hours to decide if i should buy something or go somewhere. Annoying.

I'm so enjoying the phone. You have no idea how cool it is to flip the phone and start "typing" out my sms. Lotsa spelling errors, no doubt, but supercool!

I still want my digimon.

I need to go change batteries for my watches. All my watches are dead. Cept for kal's trusty babyG. hahahaa Damn cute. I really like that one. My kinda watch. But i still need to change the other batteries la.

I needa go library for random alone reading time, shit i need to finish reading my last bookkk!!

OHHhh celebrated belated birthday last saturday with the girls. Very.. funny outing, and awesome awesome surprises! wooot woooot~! Caught me offguard, and was so totally distracted. But lovelove! Maybe upload pictures someday..

but for now,
sleep, and kundera beckons.



I'm so damn glad the exams are over.


In my new skin
June 3, 2009

ahhhh i'm still pining over my lost babyipod. =(
When i get my pay, I'm gonna get another one. haahahaha Funny sia lyz. So rich uh.. or should i downgrade? to 30gb? I mean, it's good enough right? and it's way cheaper.

Consolations.
Me and electronics just don't .. click. haha get it!?

I insanely despise idiots who stand right in front of the mrt/lrt doors. I especially despise those that are bigger-sized. like fuck man! Look at yourself!! Noone can get past you! Not in, not out damnit. Just now there was one Fbigggg lady standing like in the middle of the door, and she wasn't even going in! The least she could do was move to the side! BUT NOOOOO. she just stood there.. while people tried to get in and out. WTF is wrong with these people??!! SHE WASN'T EVEN GONNA TAKE THAT LRT FOR GOODNESS SAKE! I felt like slapping her i SWEAR. It took all of my energy not to shout at her. I stared at her the whole train ride. I may look skinny, but I'm terribly fierce when you piss me off la. So damn annoying, these shitty inconsiderate degenerates.


FREEEEEEEEDOM!!
May 16, 2009

Am quite sad though. the papers were insanely tough, esp econs.
I wanted to cry during the paper. =(

After that fetched mum, drove to dad's office, fetched him, and they dropped me off at causeway. Waited for boyfriend. And we drove to town, for LEFT FOR DEADDDDDDDD! What else!! Came home at 2am and slept through the day! So.. weird not having to wake up early to study.

But my head hurts and my neck's stiff, and i have no idea if i still have a job. Balls.

Zoo tomorrow??


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May 13, 2009

Commitments suck


Live like you're dying
May 11, 2009





White Sparrows

And above all, watch with glittering eyes the whole world around you because the greatest secrets are always hidden in the most unlikely places. Those who don’t believe in magic will never find it.

♥ Roald Dahl

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